Sunday, June 13, 2010

I miss my sister.

A little over a year ago, My family was torn apart by my sister and her mental illness. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss her.. Her daughter, My Niece is a year old.. I have never seen her.. No one on my side of the family has..

I don't understand how this happened.. How did she come to hate us so much? Because we couldn't support her in her Anorexia (during her pregnancy), We would ask how she is feeling? How was the last doctor's appointment.. Its just hurtful.

I miss your happy face..I miss seeing you smile.. I miss my sister..

I don't miss your judgement. I don't miss you calling me a whore because James cheated and I divorced him. I don't miss playing your games.

I miss the person you were.. Before everything changed..